The Secret Poem

The secret Poem.....
I am not saying a word,
I will take it to my grave,
I will just do what I have too,
In order to get through,
Secret Illness, secret times,
Its all mine ... hidden in the depths of my mind.
Maybe a stir from TV the thought there was before.
But its just a distant memory,
A life that was before,
Secret times.

Something in Standing in my way

Feeling the Poem ...is back
Moving on.......


Some thing is standing in my way....
If that something doesn't change I will push it aside.
No where to run no where to hide.

Excepting that its different
Excepting that its huge
Is it just that,
I feel I will just loose.
Self doubt - on change to improve.
People like a challenge
I don't want to stay the same
I read, I work, I read some more,
To create a brighter day
Learning is the essence,
To keep the blues away,
Starting a brand new project,
Please don't stand in my way.
This just happened the spontaneous Poem.
It wasn't planned,
Its nothing grand,
But just move out of the way... in order for me to have more say.


By Ajay ( April lewis )