Monday 4 July 2016

Poems and waves

Poems are coming and flowing ...
Waves, and calmness.
Coming and going,
Crashing and splashing...
Any where.... timeless
Still and nothingness..
The End

Theres only one

I only have one.

The pain is so intense
I only have one
Thinking of the what if but trying to remain CONFIDENT
Everything's going to be alright

The one is special
Its not the time
I am not ready to not have them in my life.

The Cancer has returned I hate it with a passion
I know I am not alone as it happens

My only one is strong,
Time will be and will be fine for some extra time to carry on.

4th July 2016


Leaving

Leaving

I am sorry i have to go,
There is poison in my head,
Purely not me,
I had a vision and now i can't see,
I am blinded by my hurt,
I am sad it has to be but the working relationship will never be,
Being bullied from the start,
So the best thing to do it depart,
But not for them I feel hurt,
It will never be right until the bigger picture is made right.
Backbone must appear and that could take years.

Thursday 9 June 2016

The Mystery of the missing keys.

The mystery of the missing keys,
More that 24 hours and no explanation,
They must of landed in someone else s hands,
put probably in a draw or a carrier bag.
One would hope.
I wish my keys could send a message,
to me and talk about where they are,
they can't of gone far.
One would hope.
Planning the replacement,
Ok, so a knew lock,
2 new keys,
Whats the luck of them then just turning up.
If they do I will be smiling with glee.
They must be lying around with all the odd socks
and missing remotes.
There are worse things that happen,
Terrible things happen every day,
So lets just, learn from it and not let them ruin another day.
There is no end to the mystery,
they have gone for good or will appear one day,
but it doesn't stop your questioning,
how did they disappear.

April Lewis
The Keys!!! 9.6.16

Sunday 6 March 2016

The Goodbye until we meet again.






The goodbye in Body,
But never in the mind,
I will be with you with every living sound.


I will be there in the Sunshine,
Be there in the rain,
Throw the snowballs when the snow falls,
Until we meet again.


I didn't mean to hurt you all,
I sorry it made you all cry,
But I am out of pain with the Sun and the rain,
Please live to make me smile.


I hope you pass with good grades,
I hope you live your lives,
I couldn't see it for myself,
That's why I made you cry.


Don't keep asking questions,
This is a wonderful place,
The peace is here with me now,
With the Sun, Snow Wind and Rain..


In memory of a young man .... ..





I am in the Army

I
I am in the Army,
I served all over Europe,
I don't remember things much now,

My Brother went to Cathedral School,
My brother was a good singer.

I liked reading but i don't read now,

What are your hobbies I like reading,
I smile,

I listen and you will repeat but each time as you repeat I acknowledge you as if i haven't heard this from your before.

Your not barmy,
you deserve respect,
you served in the army.

A man who lives with Dementia.
I will smile, and hold your hand.
You will smile back and that feeling will last.

I will go with you and in your world and keep your feelings in tact.
I won't argue, there is no reason too.
Its excepting the chat,
That's in the now but I know its your past I will help you to connect to the feelings from the past NOW.

April Lewis ... Writing a poem in the moment. .. The feeling will be remembered.
February 19th 2016




















 Written with reason ... they mostly always are. 


You may feel like running,
You may feel like staying away
But the people that will always support you
are your family at the end of the day.
They will always forgive you
They won't turn you away
They love you with every part of there sole
They want to see you another day
Ok, so things are tough now
Ok, so things went wrong
If this is you and your reading this
Hold you head up and carry on
Having been there in a tunnel
The dark and no light
I know it won't be easy
But you'll be better for this fight.
You can carry on your journey
Live the life you want
But you need the love of the family
As its family that can help you get strong


February 23rd 2016